Liberal west

Thailand committed suicide this morning Aug 26, 2008 declaring the state of emergency

and the world is watching through CNN / Fox / BBC... we should not stand for what we believe in, especially if we're in Thailand.

We should be quiet, shut-the-....-up,

dependent, dull & ordinary if we're still in Thailand.

Thai people don't speak out ... 

they just don't stand for what they believe in.

After watching Saturday Night Live from New York making fun of liar Hillary 

and a receding hair-line and hair transplant of Delaware Senator Biden... 

and BBC / Fox /CNN, though it's all about the personality/physical flaws of the politicians and should not have become an issue in the news, 

but at least it showed that the western-world press has freedom of speech 

and the Americans can do anything they want or show / speak or stand for what they believe in under the same non-double-standard rules&regulations / law and constitutions,

I realized that Thailand is nothing but ...

The Thai press was always requested not to publish blah blah blah. 

"This is a delicate issue and we don't want the public to know much about it." 

Thai press is useless in helping in developing this country.

We, the liberals, should just focus to our family/finacial/work plans and go west.

We will go our way, we will leave someday.

Your hand in my hands, we will make our plans

We will fly so high... tell all our friends goodbye

We will start life new... this is what we'll do

Life is peaceful there... in the open air...where the skies are blue

This is what we're gonna do

To whatever it is attributed, I go for "this song is all about the peaceful west".

Can't wait to live in a beautiful lake house in Minnesota.

Introverted me

As the matter of fact, I am ""look for the good in everything and u'll find it"" kinda person,

despite realizing the fact of corrupted capitalism AND how cruel life could be.... stock market & monetary market are so hard on every investor and american way certainly could be the key to the Maslow hierarchy for certain people who are flexible, democratic, open-minded and optimistic.

As a member of a socialist world, even though, I do not agree with the American way or all the "American dreams", but I certainly find it useful for the shortcut to optimizing my own basic-needs and social-liabilities.


Certainly, I'd go with the flow, I greed for money and I am a hard investor.... I wear Prada in the Financial/Stock market...but I will,of course , help out the patients n people who are in need as much as I can.


From my meandering experiences, even having a parline-delight-baskin-robins while watching my favorite movie with my dog is like achieving THE self-actualization on the top of Maslow hierarchy.

Life is simple...what's simple is true...
Cognitive needs are not necessarily depends on our chronological-age or political-devotions
but quite simple & unique to each person. 

Our perspectives on life considerably and significantly depend on our own perceptions and pain threshold to certain situations or circumstances.

So according to the inverted point of view, we can have the world in the way we want it to be by selective preceptions and a bunch of defense mechanisms as a tool.

I consider my self-esteem to be kinda not quite high... but rather average or low-to-moderate.
Unsurprisingly, I usually pick up lots of defense mechanisms to cope with situations... because I am introverted and shits always come down on me...


Am I rambling?  anyway I consider myself as open-minded, optimistic and up for EVERYthing and every shits in life.
Being melancholic is not necessarily being pessimistic.